Well I'm going to be entering my last year of Middle College soon. AKA last year of high school without having to attend the actual High school
I'm already 18 yet I feel like I have yet to accomplish anything great in my change into legal adult-hood. I'm still the little girl who would rather stay at home with the parents and let them lead my life and make my choices for me. And I don't want that life anymore, so I ask my self and anyone who will listen, "How do I make that first step into life with out parents being there right on your ass?"
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In other words, "how do I grow a backbone, and run my own life?"
I have no job, no car, and no Driver License. (Which are all lame on my part for not doing anything about it, but there are complications behind all of it)
And like any other kid coming out of high school I'm stuck on what direction I want to major in.
Photography or Animals?
I love both very much, and by all means I'm not great at both of them but I still love and enjoy them very much

Then there is the living arraignments I'm currently living at my dad's with to many people. It's all just to much and I really need to get the hell out of there as soon as I can.
I can always move in with my mom, who is more than happy to have me back. But that would cause problems with my dad and stepmom
Again here comes the part where I have no backbone and let others rule my life. I love my dad and stepmom very much but without them realizing it they alway give me guilt trips when it comes to my mom. And I always go for it because I don't want to hurt there feelings, but I seriously need to get the hell out of that house.
Then there is always the option I get an apartment with a friend, but with most of them not being legal yet and always the chance of them backing out with moving in.

There are so many things I have to do, yet I have no idea where to start....