I just had my wisdom teeth pulled yesterday and the first couple days have been hell!
I'm kinda drugged up on pain meds so I'm not gonna type much. But you can see some pictures in my gallery along with my broken blood vessel in my eye.
I'll write more later when I'm not half asleep and drugged up.

So my sister showed me this awesome comedy video that was just so..... great!

A heads up though no viewable for children like 16 and under (just guessing an age here) And would most likely need to know the game "legend of Zelda"

So here it is "legend of neil"

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AND!! I finished my summer classes today!!!
Now I can get some vacation time till classes start back up in the Fall

Well I'm going to be entering my last year of Middle College soon. AKA last year of high school without having to attend the actual High school
I'm already 18 yet I feel like I have yet to accomplish anything great in my change into legal adult-hood. I'm still the little girl who would rather stay at home with the parents and let them lead my life and make my choices for me. And I don't want that life anymore, so I ask my self and anyone who will listen, "How do I make that first step into life with out parents being there right on your ass?"
or
In other words, "how do I grow a backbone, and run my own life?"
I have no job, no car, and no Driver License. (Which are all lame on my part for not doing anything about it, but there are complications behind all of it)
And like any other kid coming out of high school I'm stuck on what direction I want to major in.
Photography or Animals?
I love both very much, and by all means I'm not great at both of them but I still love and enjoy them very much

Then there is the living arraignments I'm currently living at my dad's with to many people. It's all just to much and I really need to get the hell out of there as soon as I can.
I can always move in with my mom, who is more than happy to have me back. But that would cause problems with my dad and stepmom
Again here comes the part where I have no backbone and let others rule my life. I love my dad and stepmom very much but without them realizing it they alway give me guilt trips when it comes to my mom. And I always go for it because I don't want to hurt there feelings, but I seriously need to get the hell out of that house.
Then there is always the option I get an apartment with a friend, but with most of them not being legal yet and always the chance of them backing out with moving in.

There are so many things I have to do, yet I have no idea where to start....

Ok this is going to be quick, short, and not very sweet.
After my brother told me that there was going to be a Dragon Ball move, i was like what!? I thought it was another joke trailer on youtube. Then my cuz told me it was real!. So i go on youtube to watch the trailer......... by the time I it was done my cuz was laughing at me because of my facial reaction. My eyes were wide my mouth hanging open and I was having one of those "WHAT THE FUCK!?" moments.
If I were on the street right after I watched the trailer I would have grabed the closest person to me, shook them, an yell in their face "What the fuck were they thinking!?"
I don't want to seem really bitchy and go all out on the trailer.
But I will say this "ALL YOU HARD CORE DBZ FANS WATCH THIS TRAILER AND YOU WILL BE BITCHING RIGHT ALONG SIDE ME!"

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AND YES IT IS REAL!

Well I have been here on Deviantart for a couple years now and yet this is my first journal entry. I don't even know if anyone is even going to read this (laughter). Well it's winter semester right now at school but I didn't sign up for it. the semester is really short and they had no classes that I wanted, but I still have to go for some high school classes.

I should probably explain what the whole college/high school this is. During my second year of HS there was this program where juniors and seniors could go to a college full time. They would be taking both HS and college classes, and if they worked really hard they could get their AA before or at the same time they graduate HS.

Lucky me I signed up months before the two teachers running the program promoted it at my HS. The teachers went to about three to four HS sending out applications. About 200 applications were sent in, but I was one of the first to get an interview. I'm almost done with my junior year now, and I have yet to think twice on my choice to leave HS and into this program. One of the best thing I could have ever done for myself.

But at the moment while the other student are taking their required HS class (juniors and seniors), my friend and I who had already taken those classes have been assigned something else. One of our teachers Jen is giving us the chance to get all our credits for fine arts witch is making it very easy for us. There is 5 credits in all and the college classes only offer about 1 to 3 credits per class. So were getting ours done in one shot.... kinda. We have to find 5 artists (doesn't matter who they are) and write a 3-5 page essay on them. who they are what kinda art they do and why. Then we pick 3 pieces of their art and imitate it using the same or different style they used. We have until May 8 to finish.

So if ANYONE does read this and they have some good ideas on some really cool artistes just leave me a comment.

Thank you for reading!
-Amanda Pico* a.k.a* Demon-lulu